date: Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 9:13 PM
title: tots
I was blog hopping when I happened to chance upon this blogspot.
http://www.memyselfmine.blogspot.com/the gf of the NS man who died while he was training in brunei.
very very sad.. free can go and read.
like I actually teared while reading it, and imagine if im the one going thru what she is doing so, I probably would have given up.
Im thankful Ben is still around with me.
we ain't together and who knows wad might happen in the future.
All i know, I want him to be around me, safe and sound .. to be able to hear him, tok to him ..to meet him is I guess more than enough. So benjamin, please be safe cos there is never one day I would want to lose you in my life physically/mentally.
3 days ago,
I had a dream.
I dreamt of hongru leaving me -as in to another world.
I woke up with tears in my eyes... dun read too much into it.. is a history between me and him .. but after all we are still good friends and I shared 4 long years with him.. I grew up with him... anyway, I had a filling supper that previous night - so i guess it led me to dreams like that (and it always does)
so to everyone around me
please be safe and sound.
cos you all mean alot to me in my life
Sharon;26091987;Fluffy;szb;
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